me me me

sometimes people just don't mean what they actually said and that sucks
alone in the night thinking at what you've done for the day makes you realise you should do more than that to make up for the time you've lost
maybe it's time to throw everything I'm worried about out of the window
maybe I should think bout myself for once
maybe i should smile at those who blew me off and say goodbye for good
maybe i should do all that but one question popped into my head
how come it's all easier said than done?
i do admit that i don't have enough determination and courage to do all that
today is just one day that i wanted to lie on my mum's bed and tell her how much i miss being a kid