update on recovering :)

tiff has been complaining my blog has been dead for too long, it's supposed to go on hiatus until i recover from everything..
but it takes time to do so..if i wanted to wait till i've fully recovered,i think tiff will probably kill me for that
lol
i've actually been isolating myself this few days from everyone else, not msn-ing my girls as often as i did, not calling them up, not talking to my sis..ruby and tiff were my life saviour, they listened to my shits, accompanying me here and there..
i should be studying though, instead of procrastinating..but especially when a lot of things get on your nerves, it's hard to concentrate on your studies..ok..that maybe an excuse..lol
whenever someone asks me how are you, i've been better..not a day have i gone through not thinking bout the past, i know past is past and i should look forward..who doesn't know it..there's also wounds that time won't be able to heal, not now not forever, however the more i wanted to forget the more i'm not be able to..finally i decided to keep all this inside my heart and makes them the most precious memories and with that i've become who i am today..before sleep every night i tell myself, tomorrow is a better day,a very old-fashioned saying but i still think that it really is..
we always have to follow our heart in a lot of things, everyone of us..only our heart know what is best for us, i guess.that's all for now..bye peeps

P.S. thanks tiff for the JCo donuts and your company :)